An exercise in insight and self-improvement, an outlet for self-reflection, and a page for voicing my thoughts freely.
10 January 2011
Can't sleep.
I feel like a hamster in a 1' glass cube, sitting in the middle of a field. Outside of my cube I can see all of the other hamsters running around, occasionally pausing to look in on me and have a little sniff, but mostly just scurrying about gathering all the abundant grains and food. Occasionally there's a cat that comes by, or some birds fly by. Sometimes it rains, mostly it's sunny. In my box I can sleep, I have enough to eat and my waste doesn't pile up, it's not too hot and doesn't get cold, but everything else is outside of the safe little box. I don't want for the basic necessities, but the greater experiences like exploring, bonding, facing life's challenges are beyond my reach. Maybe if I was a hamster I'd feel happy.
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I love that at 4:30 in the morning you can write something so vivid. I can't even write a picture that well at my most rested state.
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